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Mind is failing
Over-heating
Body flailing
Heart still beating
Terror struck
Eyes glaze over
As darkness falls
A somber cover
Mind shuts down
Heart fills with fright
To welcome the
Oncoming night
I'm burning up
My body freezing
Nothing soothing
Nothing healing
God, please save me
Speed the day
You come to take me
Far, far away
To be with you
Trials completed
Away from this pain
And the conceited
Ripping apart
Between your way and mine
The constant battle
Of Sin vs. Divine
Temptations flare
Out of control
Refine me, Lord
And make me whole
Restless nights
Wake up screaming
Life paralells
The dreams I'm dreaming
With every dawn
Comes another way
For me to sin
And fall away
The guilt I hold
Insurmountable
Can't bear to be held
Accountable
I've failed before
And I'll fail again
Why do I try?
I can never win
I can never win
Nightmares, terrors
Hide in my head
Blood on my hands
Stained, throbbing and red
Losing all hope
I'm going insane
Can't take much more
Excrutiating pain
Muscles all spasm
Skin starts to crawl
Enveloped in darkness
Chest, rise and fall
Look at my face
You can see where I've been
A trip I make over
And over again
The shadow of death
Holds nothing for me
No terrors unseen
No mystery
The sun and its warmth
Makes me wither away
Hide in my hole
In the cold's where I stay
If anyone can hear me
Then don't try to shout
I know where you are
But I'm not coming out
However you scream
However you rant
It's not I don't want to
It's more that I can't
Wherever there's sorrow
Where there's despair
That's where you'll find me
Look for me there
Til then I'll sit here
And wait for the day
That God will come save me
And take me away.
